I write so many things from my personal life to my kpop obsession and to my one sided love that to this day still remain that way. At that time, I thought that everything that i wrote were appropriate for the public to know and I even thought that i sound "mature" in all my post. Foward few years, i started post less and less things and eventually i stop post completely and just leave this blog as it is. Then two years back i remember about this blog and try to find it back. Hahaha. Yes i forgot about my blog name and the email that i use for this blog.
Long story short i did manage to open this blog and read back some of my post here. Well i'm a very forgetful person so i don't remember which post did i read and why freaking why i didn't delete all those post. I just write one post stating that i'll write something, anything to this blog as i love writing but again i did not.
Few days ago, i thought about this blog again and this time same as the last time i struggle to log in. Hahahaha. Once i got to log in, i read some of my post and boy i freak out so bad because there were some posts that is not suppose to be publish for the public at all. Omg i felt so dumb and ashamed of myself for writing some of it and why did i thought it were okay to post something like that.
So here i am again, older that when i started this blog and a bit mature too, wanting to write things that i wish i won't regret this time around, oh and maybe no one gonna read this but i'm doing it for myself. imma use this blog as my sort of diary. Hahaha.
p/s : i'm still trying to understand how to use this blog as i forgot it all so this blog is a mess right now.
